.Saturday, February 5, 2011 ' 9:30 PM Y
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a contract of 6 years...im a regular.. i dun upsize to large.. 6 year isnt a long period.. its a darn fucking long period of 6 years.. i have to kill myself from mon to fri in camp.. wkend then i get to fuck my own bed.. after my aunt talked to me.. she told me army life isnt the best when the econ is rising.. pay are higher.. job are better.. she asked me to focus on my degree cert.. a diploma cert will suffer.. maybe not now.. but im sure in future.. ..a degree guy and a dip guy with both same effort in job.. if u r boss.. u promote degree guy and not dip guy.. that fact and its so realistic.. .if i ever sign on.. i will be out on 28yr old.. if i manage to get a degree cert.. its will be so useful.. if i didn able to get a cert during my ns.. i will be wasting more of my life .. my life to get pt time study while working.. .if i dun get to sign on.. i will be out on 24.. and i will get my cert on 27.. but i cant afford myself a degree cert.. .its both win win lose lose situation.. i will able to get a better income if i sign on now.. but my life getting restricted.. i will able to focus on my study properly but im a poor guy.. what to do.. do to what? i need to tink.. i need a clear vision..
BEN
