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.Saturday, May 31, 2008 ' 10:14 PM Y

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yesterday went out to tw mac with angie to study.. she wanted to see whos hp cam is better. so i take the two girl pix. lol..!! 0opx.. hope she dun come my blog. i cant take the conquences.. was studying math and del. spent 3 hours studying. but learn not much.. was rather lazy or so hard to take it.. i dun want to stay at 2.x de GPA.. i wanna get at least 3 for my GPA.. i really study. but cant focus. guess i will just pass.. haii..

candid shot..

sat...

my grandmom come to my hse to make dumpling. i believe i spell wrongly.. my mummi starting fire..

just like...

how this two indian starting fire.. they look so happy starting fire.. i guess my mummi is happy when she saw fire..

while starting fire.. i went to batam in search for leaf.. i duno what kind of leaf she wanted.. so i steal a lot of ...

coconut leaf..

the beautiful place for stealing leaf.. and i stay inside the hostel and asked a underage girl for.. AHEM!!! xp

nah!!

i picked leaf and swim home..

the aftermath of the poor leaf..
i didn't help but to eat the dumpling after its done..

DADA!!

the tasty dumpling.

due to the high cost ..
due to the decrease of currency..

my mom decided not to use LPG - liquid petrol gas.. but to use the ancient way of cooking..

just charcoal to cook.. so cute of my mom and grandmom isnt it!!

rained whole morning today.. so cool.. it rained.. but i feel hot .. guess im hot..!!

something that i dun hide.. my quiz.. 5% quiz. and i scored..

WTFOOK!!! 4 marks out of 25 mark..

convert to percentage .. and i scored..

a duck's egg.?

baby rouping is sick.. she gt fever.. so sad that she's sick. and she slp a lot.. so drink more water and slp less.. if there's a chance, i want you to be sick and im able to take care of you.. feeding you.. watching over u.. hmm.. sayang u... so do take care of your body. =]]

i dont think going meet jiehui and pple tmr ler.. i guess i will study at home alone.. im so tired.. sorry..

good night..

.Thursday, May 29, 2008 ' 6:47 PM Y

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rouping is my baby..
rouping is my dearly..
rouping is my eggie..
rouping is my swit..
rouping is my bully..
rouping is my love..
rouping is my pig..
rouping is my log..
rouping is my happy..
rouping is my charbo..

yesterday she was emo.. cause of some factors.. she told me no one talking to her. so i went down to garden find her.. in the end teckwee is the one talking to me non-stop. tskk.. teckwee.. he told me a lot abt his girlfren.. didn't chat with him that long before. he a changed person. he dun look like what he used to be. so jy teckwee.. and his girlfren.. hope she will be a changed person. a positive changed one.. and i will be waiting to attend their wedding with my eggie rouping. xp

after chatting with teckwee, eggie talks to me about her incident. her mom, her fren.. ogosh.. she ton outside 2 day liao. im so worry and sad about her.. she's so notti. gt home swit home she dun wanna.. she prefer staying outside. and she slp until 3pm today. what a PIG. oink**

i went home at 3am ytd.. den someone went to my hse and. u know i know.. borrow toilet.. haa.. and i went to bathe.. my daddy woke up and question me. tskk..

so i woke up at 8plus.. so so so tired..!!! i hate ton.. but she like ton.. so i tried to accompany her what i can do. she asked go church this wkend. so sad that i got exams on mon. i have to study real hard..

my math quiz gt 4 marks.. out of 25 marks. wtf.. im so sad. i didn't study much.. 5% for e quiz just went down.. i really don't understand the topic.. how i wish someone somebody will study and teach me.. i promise to be good boy to study as i went to do PFEA proposal with jiehui.. we done a vvv nice one..

probability for gamble.. blackjack and dies.. i won't say much.. later pple steal our idea.. it gona be a fun assignment.. but it will be real hard.. so .. i will work hard. only work hard, i can understand the topics.

going bed.im so tired.. cause of eggie.. but i love her a lot.. i miss her a lot too. i swear didn't tell lies.

.Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ' 11:36 PM Y

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didn have time. or rather was lazy to update.. today weather was rather darn darn darn.. rain - sun - rain - sun - rain - sun - rain.. y cant just rain whole day.. lol.. nvmd.. was early to class today.. lecturer praised me.. i believe when sch start.. i will be late again.. haaa..

one of my good classmate.. he's a good student.. as you can see.. he's cabaling.. lol. playin cabal in sch in class during lesson.. ai zai man..

the sky doesnt look like what i seen before.. serious,, it does look scary to me. how it changed so fast.. one moment rain.. another moment hot.. it just happen within an hour.. it don't use to appear during my earlier life.. how the f earthquack and cyclone kills.. and the never ending shake happening in china. zz.. how sad..

didn have pratical.. as stated on e book.. so i gt 3 hours.. didn't you see that.? 3 hours.. of break.. 11am to 2pm brk. 2pm to 5pm lesson.. i hate break.. if lessons can bring forward im willingly to study.. there's accident at the road.. a car changed direction and a bike hit the car.. so i guess is the car wrong.. becoz.. lim bei say so.. haa.. jk..

jiajun was bothered by his studies.. he plan to jump down from 6th story.. after console him for 2 sec.. he give up ending his life.. i guess im the one saved his life.. jkk

i just did some DEL question.. seen easy. but need more practises to secure my marks.. xpp jyjyy!!! im going slp.. didnt chat with eggie on msn for 2 days liao.. guess she's busy outside.. =[[

soo .. that all ba.. i love you ..!!

.Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ' 9:20 PM Y

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hmm.. real crazy for now. i didn't study for my next week common test at all.. im so lazy.. lazy to study.. ahh.. today went for I&E meeting... cool. i was there at 10.30am.. and someone is late. so our meeting like start at 11.30am? haa.. talk for 5min. and we went our own way. im so doom for I&E.. plan was good.. but changes of plan was bad. we don't have much time left.. zz..

after lesson went blk 8 and play bball.. plae plae plae.. im so into bball for now.. haa.. tmr gt IA pratical.. i hate my lecturer.. because the lecturer seen to hate me a lot. he keep pin at me.. say i alway late. 8am lesson. and peak hours. what can you expect when i have no car.. i walk and bless the bus to come ASAP.. and i did do my pratical. fucking ccb. -.- pple 2 in a team. i have 3 in a team. so hw much can i contribute.? i prefer do alone if possible. although im shit at IA. but at least i do understand how to poke the circuit... zz. haiz.. weekend meeting jiehui to study tgt.. i will strive hard.. i will be more attentive in class.. bye for now.. so moody.. today wasn't my day. everyone pissed me.. so.. i guess no pic no nothing except words.. hopefully tmr is a better day for me..

.Monday, May 26, 2008 ' 10:51 PM Y

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i remembered last year some month some days.. i was at the MAC.. studying and playing notebook. there this 2 cute girl sit next to my table.. not long later, i went out.. and i hear their conversation. weiqin was saying.. waa. he so tall.. something like that. our conversation was like not more than 2 sentences.

this year.. some month some days. i keep sawing her at block 8.. wandering and i wondering they went to the court for what. lol. seen like doing nothing.. we just have casual conversation.. hi and bye. haa. but we recently we do talk on msn.. junks, rubbish, porn, sex, baby.. all of our conversation contain them. haa.. i was bathing just now. was thinking a lot of things. we went out first time for pool on 16th may. it wasn't a perfect outing. but i really enjoy playing with you.

inside my dictionary, i can't find a forever. i searched but in vain.. everything do have a life spam.
let talk about my basketball. i owe it with zhenjun for a few month. if i didn't play that often, it will last longer. just like relationship, it have a life spam too. if things are being speed up, it will end very soon. i do have the courage to start it, however i don't have the courage to face the ending.

i really like what we are doing, what we are joking, what we are talking, what we are arguing etc.. really enjoyed, it seen stupid but i don't mind being a stupid one. it true that one day either one of us will get bored of what we are doing. i enjoy what i can enjoy with you now. just hope that it will last longer than i thought.

i do jealous with words that you said. its true.!!

it's rather odd i suddenly say all this. i know your views toward me. i gave a bad impression for you. but its rather my true self. =]

you being so nice to me.
your smile melted my hartt.
your touch sensed my feels.
your cuteness make me dote you more.
your height make me proud.
your faith create my trust.
your illness make me want to care more.

the continue story...
last month, on a rainy night. the bed is shaky.... i felt sick and i vomited.. i vomited on your shirt. its dirty, u took off, and washed. the very next morning we went home in different direction. one month later. i was being told that.. our baby..... our baby is a female and she's 1 month and 4day old. so soon. so fast. i love my baby. i love my eggie.

.Sunday, May 25, 2008 ' 6:04 PM Y

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nothing much to update today. yesterday eggie ask her fren edit pix. and she send me..

eggie and spermy.. hahaa..laugh at the name. cant find better name.. xpp sweet couples.. lol.. i wonder what eggie's fren age.. couples.. hmm. i guess because there's 2 same pix in one photo.. xp ai ni. <33>

. ' 12:04 AM Y

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ogosh.. i cant imagine tat i went out ytd and today.. fkin tired.. zzz.. today a lot things to do.. lol.. n i fking wasted a lot of $.. ogosh.. i nv work and i spend a bomb.. ytd 50dollar.. today abt 40+ bought a new cap.. nv wear cap in my whole life.. hmm.. actually gt.. tat's when i was small.. i wear cap and knock onto pple.. laugh.. i worn it too low.. xpp bought a cap 39dollar.. vvv exp.. but i like it a lot..

a DJ sound system.. omgh.. it look so stylishh!! i love it so much.. actually went for headphone search.. found 2 kind of my fav. cost 48dollar and 50dollar.. rather expensive.. i do have a psp. but its spoil.. so i find it rather wasteful to buy a gd headphone for a lousy psp.. hmm. so didn buy.. went to other shop to find cap.. went to taka.. den cine.. den far east.. i saw my sis with her working fren at cine.. they went dere to eat.. hahaa... oya. i also plan to buy an ankle weight.. 18.90dollar.. abit out of my expection.. so didn buy it also.. so i was introducing jiehui to change her clothing.. actually she do have her own taste of fashion..however she didn want to spend $$$.. with a nice eyeliner, a double eyelid product.. with a little make-up.. she do cn become pretty.. and she spent 30 dollar.. she wanna change her hairstyle.. but i told e pple my fren wanna cut hair..

i nv been to tis kind of placce to cut my hair. lol. too expensive for a poor me.. so stylish hair become cutting hair.. lol. she wasted her $.. tskk.

candid shot of e shop..

bday girl and eggie...

hha.. bday girl doesnt mean she's have lady luck.. she kana sabo.. cake all over her face.. hahaaa..

her cake cost 93dollar.. i goshh.. my 1st time eat a 93dollar de cake.. e cake is big..

rach and eggie..

eggie candid shot me. xpp

goin vera bdayy.. with no waxing and spraying of hair.. cool. i cant go out without wax and spray.. hahaa..

eggie is my bestie egg eva ate.. she gt my baby liao.. its 3day old in her womb.. and she took my cap .. lol

poor pooh.. mangobee and applebee wworst enemy.. becoz pooh ate all their honey.. haha.. and i smash on e wall. vera chua tio.. -_- im destorying her softtoy.. sorry..

koksiong went lot 1 and kana hit by helm.. tskk.. i was being told by jaslyn tat siong look at e beng. and so. he gt free helm.. its just a mistk.. and siong gt himself injured for nothing.. today i will tell you the moral of e story.. dun stare at guy when he's nt gay.. understand? if not u bear the aftermath of staring..

last but not least.. happy bday VERA!!!

.Saturday, May 24, 2008 ' 8:25 AM Y

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let me update abt ytd.. hmm.. ytd went out alone? darn jiehui .. scammed me.. lol.. saying want go bugis den go eat jap den go suntec den go marina sq den go geylang.. heheee.. -.- in e end i kana cheated.. my heart shattered into pieces. nvmd. i just recovered.. and my cough doesnt stop.. zzz.. darn it.. cant talk properly also.. hmm..

my spoilt earpiece. lol. ytd tot of goin somewhere to buy headphone.. but didn have chance.. i went out too late.. coz i overslept.. haa..

frozen grape.. quite nice to eat.. taste like hardcore balls..

can you c my eye? my anger for jiehui.. mon she's dead. .xpp im going kill her.. kidding.. haha..

buttons and hole..

see the building? if will be nicer if im able to get to the top. and feel the wind force.. gogo power ranger!!!

rochor rd.. it been sometime since i step into bugis. i hate the hotness in bugis.. ytd weather was gd.. but i did sweat @ bugis street..

i just to bugis just to get this dress.. i love girls wearing tube dress.. it come with a ribbon to tie around the waist. rather nice to me.. just hope tat vera will like it.. haha. afterall, i went to many girls shop cant find something nice. and i guess all the salegirl over there tinks im a pervert ba.. a boy went into girl shop and touch the dresses. hahaaa..

waited for bus 960.. saw some nice girls.. xpp she was carrying big bag small bag.. i dont dare to offer her my help.. hmm.. really squeeze-ie in the bus.. the bus's driver seen to pissed off by some reasons. someone continually pressing the doorbell.. keep on sounding.. and the driver try to let the "fking person" down.. but still, the doorbell still sounding.. the driver pissed off and accelerate the bus for a short distance. cool.. none of the passangers fall.. haha..

so went home at 11pm..

im going out today to hunt headphone and ankle weight.. douglas crave for it too.. and maybe tee.. im real broke.. guess i have to find some part time job.. ha.. tata.. gd byee..

.Thursday, May 22, 2008 ' 9:07 PM Y

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darn pissed.. dl-ing song. spyware invaded.. zz.. so many pop up so many virus warning.. zzz.. pissed arhh.. going bugis tmr. buying things.. i buying myself a new belt.. im a person gd at destorying belt.. tskk.. tata.. calculation my doggy bank $$.. lol. left abt 50dollar.. tskk. zz..

byebyeeee..

.Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ' 6:54 PM Y

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has been coughing real badly this few day.. cant talk properly.. zzz.. guess too tired liao.. lol.. hmm. recently (today) our sch gt new scandal from MTE.. ogosh.. duno whos e main actor and actress of this scandal.. hahaa.. xpp stay tune to my blog. i will upload their video real soon. xpp

tmr is PFEA test.. and math test.. i didn study and i duno at all.. im fucking tired.. no more energy to study liao.. but soso i will read math and try PFEA.. 20% for PFEA>. ogosh.. haiiz..

vera bday falls on tis sat.. duno goin anot. hahaa.. xpp happy bday.. going get her a bra or something for her bday present. just kidding. xp haha..

.Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ' 7:31 PM Y

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went for I&E meetup today.. lol. i was late abit.. lol.. tok cock cock talkin session only.. waste my effort and time go sch just for the 30min meeting.. zzz.. nvmd.. things are getting done real soon. im going print tickets by this week and print my crew tag. weee.. once my ticket flyers is done. i can start selling.. cool. xp

lol. didn wear tis shirt real long.. gt odd smell. lol..

im spraying hair spray into my mouth. tat my my mouth smells good.. Xp

after the meet up. went to meet jiehui to take request form to post our poster in NP.. next went to pizza hut to din for lunch..

the sob that is not hot. that why is call sob.. but it taste quite gd.. i was trying to open the cap of the pepper.. and pop.. much of the pepper drop onto e table. and i blow..lol. e girl infront of me give me tis expression..

after her nub expression,, she say #$%^&*%$#%^&*.. zzz. lol..

i was drinking the sob. or rather sucking the spoon.. lol..

my baked rice.. taste soso.. i know somewhere there got another shop selling korean baked rice.. it taste much more better.. of coz e price is much more better.. haa..

the lighting.. make me feel like im in outer space..

don't you think it look like rocket.? up up and bombed.. we gt a rocket down.. zz.. shameless.. after dinning,, went to popular .. im buyin new headset.. e one real big.. my earpiece lifespam reaching its end.. so i need a real big headset for my big ears. xpp

did i say i started listen to english songs? angie sent me quite a number of songs.. and i went to download some myself.. im going listen english song for now on..

yea.. im going to do I&E reflection. and slack.. tmr is a long day.. 8am to 5pm.. tsk.. im going into lane of hell tmr... byee folks..

.Monday, May 19, 2008 ' 4:26 PM Y

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today .. was HOT!! zz. so hot .. i guess another earth shaking movement comin soon..... zzz.. tis idiot guy. his name is call ACS - PAPOKKIA - CB KIA talkin to me.. he asked me for nice video. n of coz i do have a lot nice one. so i gave him a few.. lol..

lol. our conversation. he a porn kia man.. 10min after i gave him e web. he say tis to me.

Shen says:
not bad sia
Shen says:
lol

im laughin my S off.. duno he will come to my blog c anot. haha. if he realli does,, wed im b dead meat.. haaa..

Labels: fkin hot.

.Sunday, May 18, 2008 ' 5:22 PM Y

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update more on fri ... yea. pool. pool pool.. rouping was shootin .. and behind her is a guy.. lookin at her butt.. xpp lolx.. see the expression of e guy. lolol.. ahem!!

nich was sayin she look like jiehui.. lolol.. maybe my cam sucks..

TO: jie.. change fone with me la.. zzz..

here's chris.. lousy shooter also.. when he play with other pple he's noob.. but when he play with me. -.- he win me.. i guess he buay song with me.. haha..

douglas and angie.. come here plae psp de.. lol.. -.-

c tis lady.. vera.. she's cam shy becoz she tinks my cam like shit. tat y she.. cover her face.. she like nv wear any shorts.. lol.. xpp drool~ omgh..LOOK AT E BACKGROUND!!.. its my fav cartoon char. spongeBOOB.. i mean bob*... lol.. look at e guy.. sorry.. but he's dress till like.. hmm.. nvmd.. u noe i noe..

angie and me.. xpp

today.. cabal cabal and went for bball.. lol.. didn do PFEA.. and i plan nt go do anyway.. im so doom!! serious.. i dun understand at all.. lecturer wasnt teachin at all.. durin class, some idiot still watch porn video.. www.thete..... tsk. I gave him e web one okie. xpp tat make me a horny guy too... haha.. so i guess.. i will cabal cabal.. n tis comin thur im doom. luff.. =[[

byeee.. rouping at JP drinkin starbuck.. jealous.. zzz

. ' 1:36 AM Y

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ytd went to pool with 4 bitch and 5 bastard? lol.. jkk. .4 girl.. vera,, jaslyn,, rouping,, angie.. 5 guy- chris, me, douglas, kok siong and zheng hao.. went to timah plaza for pool.. wasnt tat fun. abit bored. didn play much as too many pple share one table.. nvmd abt it.. c tat stupid girl.. she won me once only.. lol.. she usin left hand to bridge e cue.. tat y she win me once.. muahahaha..

mangobee.. lazy update more pix.. update tmr..

still left with PFEA ex 2 and ass 2 nt yet done.. zzzz.. ahh. so sian .. so much work to do.. and i have done with tickets. now left to pay bill ,, and register licence and poster.. once poster is up.. we will be selling tickets.. xpp lol.. today noon haryini called me.. she mess up my nap.. and we talk on fone.. we calculated e profit earn.. it was like peanut .. too little liao.. 26 crew = 26 ticket.. + lecturuer tickets and sponsors ticket.. like wasted 40tickets.. goshh.. so crew dinner billed on us. tranportation billed on us too. so .. i guess .. nothing to earn.. jus to enjoy my life @ DXO.. im goin call pretty girl ... xpp

fking botter.. lol. pls dun report me. lol.. haha.. f botter.. BYE im off to bed.. niteee..