.Friday, November 5, 2010 ' 10:50 PM Y
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superstar.. HAHA.. i just went hair tattoooo on fri.. 6 days before my NS.. haha.. it cost me 40 dollar to cut this ultra cool hair.. i love it a lot..
baby~
i like it a lot.. haha..
recently i fall in love with bollywood movie.. unltra cool movie.. their story line is so much better then any movie.. chinese or english movie.. every words and action they did, they have related and deep meaning..
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counting down.. 5.5 days..
.Thursday, November 4, 2010 ' 8:53 AM Y
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its been awhile since i last posted..
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i just broked up with my gf..
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i only can say im sorry to you.. partly im not rdy.. i didn meant to hurt you but i cannt dun hurt you this time.. the very last time i swear.. i just hope u will be out of it soon..
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i alway remember how i know you and how we first meet.. its wonderful.. after exchange number at facebook, we started to msg each other.. tried asked you down to meet me but first few times u didn wan to come.. maybe your r shy.. but you did come blk 8 and i saw you.. a tall girl.. and pretty.. with a lot of holy words.. such a cute holy girl..
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after the first meet, we meet up afew times.. i rmb how cute i slp.. slping while grabbing my elmo.. love my bed near the wall.. you said its coooling.. and i find your answer dumb.. i just need a aircon for you.. and we can have our lovely slp at cold room..
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i rmb first time i go amk, to fetch you from grandma hse.. first time you hugged me in mrt.. its was weird hugging in mrt, im okie if you like it.. i like to hug u a lot.. just tat im alway eating your sexy hair .. one day all ur hair gone because i ate it.. haha.. the first time i went to find you at ur grandma hse.. i only can rmb the nice food and she said ke jia ren v stingy.. its not the money im stingy.. its my heart stingy.. my tolerence in my heart is little.. small incident i can be guai lan for long..
this led us to unhappiness..
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i cant give u the ben you first meet.. first impression is unreal.. as time goes by.. u realise that im hurting you alway.. i have been wasting my life for cold war.. if i can spend these time wisely, life will be in a better situation for you and me..
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i dun deny i still love u.. i dun deny i still hurt u if we continue.. so let the past be memories.. work towards your future..
i will alway be beside you...indirectly..
BEN
